"Day to day journeys with 'strangers'"

How many times do you travel from [...] to [...] using the underground or the bus?
How many times you just stand there, sunk in thoughts?
How many times do you see all those persons standing next to you, also in their own world but you actually really don't see them...?
You see their faces but if maybe, because of some destiny stuff, you see them again, you won't recognize them. They will always be strangers for you...

It's like if they wore sunglasses that shield them away, you can see them...but not really.
They are there, but not really.
They travel with you, but not really.
They are sunk in thoughts, just like you...but never with you.

We are surrounded by strangers...every single day.

We say our world is growing closer, but inf act I think we are growing more and more appart, more and more in our own little world and we will never know who actually that woman to your right is, who actually that man to your left is...
We are loners, we always'll be....we lie to our selves saying we know so many people....we actually don't...not really.

But it's ok, we like it that way, right?

27.1.08

"Meet cutes in our lives"

Who has seen "The Holiday" should already have a vague idea about what I'm going to write ^^

How many people have stepped into our path of life, walked next to us a part of the road and then left to continue with their own path. And we have to admit, just a few of them actually really left some kind of mark in our life and not because they walked for a long time next to us, no, maybe they were the ones that even walked less time, almost an insignificant time, next to us.
Those meet cutes are often, or something incredibly amazing from the beginning or the total opposit, the most unatractive meet cutes, or not?
In my case I happen to experience more the first kind of meet cutes than the unatractive meet cutes. I think I can still remember most of them, because, well, as I said before, there are not that many, and when I remeber them I can see so clearly how my life, from that point on, made a huge turn. Maybe at the beginning you don't want to accept that, that your life changed, because you always have back in your head the fixed idea that only you decide how your life will be and where it heads to. But the more time goes by you start accepting that new turn in your life and you start actually liking that more and more, because after all...it's something new and new things are as exciting as they frighten us.
Our lives would be a monotone journey without these few people that we meet in, let's admit it, afterwards seen, always relevant and incredible meet cutes.
I still can remember every person who changed my life. Even those who shattered my life at the time I knew them, but my life just shattered so I could pick up the little pieces of if and form my life back, but different...exciting ^^

I think that at this moment of my life, I had about three new meet cutes...of one of them, I'm actually 99% certain, is already leaving behind a mark and changing my life.
The other one, which a already know longer, already left a mark and is a great company in this journey, that, for now, we are walking together.
The last one...is still to be seen...

And to other people who read this (that I know), I think you should know, if you are one of those people in my life, which left a mark, because in generall, it's something mutual

To those people: Thank you! ^^


pd: sorry if there are some really bad grammar mistakes, i know there must be some x3

23.1.08

"Virtual Diary"

Ok ok, I decided to give it a shot again with this blogger stuff. I just got tired of posting my thoughts in my flog, where nobody cares besides beeing popular and having a full guestbook and like over 1000 friends. Really, get a life, I feel pitty for all of those people XD
Anyway, I don't expect anyone to read all the stuff I'm going to write in here, after all, everybody has a lot to do solving their own problems. I'm going to use this more like a "Brainstorming Diary" o,o
To help myself clearing my own head and thoughts, if anybody wants to comment my thoughts, feel free, I appreciate it ^^
Don't think that this is going to be like just depressive stuff and issues, there is going to be all kinds of thoughts and writings, etc... XD

Ok, that's it for today, little introduction x3
Not much deep thinking today...for now XD

Bye~ *-*

11.1.08